Okay , now I just wanna tell u guys all about N .
He's been such a dear :) *THANKS, N*
I called him last nyt and I forced him to tell me wad he had done wrong. =.=
At first he was still keeping it and he didn't want to tell me :(
But finally he said,
"It's nothing but I just wanna say sorry and I feel so guilty that I couldn't help you. I really wanna see u guys together but I just can't do anything for you, I'm soo sorry."
("u guys" means me and the guy I'm falling on) YEAH. So I was touched. So touched that I almost cry. haha.
He's the 3rd best people in my life. 1st is my fam, 2nd is my LL and now he has became my 3rd :)
Don't you guys feel that he's so great? I've never met him before but yet, he's such a sweetheart :) Well, Liv did meet him before thou :)
Like I said before, we see each other as best friends ;) I never wanna lose you, N :)
Thanks for everything !!! ^^ I love you BUDDY ^^

But, it's not that I don't trust you or wad, but I just feel weird . huhuw .
Why wouldn't you tell me earlier that you just wanna say sorry? I believe this ain't as simple as this :( OH GOD

I can't wait to see him and to see wad he's gonna give me. haha.
He told me that he'll buy me something and I SHOULD keep it forever no matter wad. haha. Million thanks to you , N :)