Today's a lucky day for the Dhinese people. as it is 08.08.08
Oh Gosh it's so impressive isn't it ? I wish something great will happen to me today and yet there's nothing :)
Now then I realized that I have not got any better since the day I became single again. It's not that I'm still in love with my X, it's just that, this time of being single, I always feel desperate and I expect too much from guys around me. I don't know. Things are just aren't proper I don't know why.

About the guy, I don't know. I think I'm falling too deep. And of course, I'll never get him. We know each other, we talk quite often. But he's not the type of guy who will say Hi when you see him. He's cute I know. But yeah, I don't expect much. I know myself isn't that good, isn't that pretty and stuff. Hell yeee.

You may look down on me or what. I don't fuckin care. I'm feeling so down. I even cried a while ago. I feel stupid. Shit