Goodbye Grandma

Yeah has finally have a chance to blog.
I've been busy with going to Rumah Duka, serving people there, burning papers for my Grandma, etc.

Yes, she has left me. She has left all of my fam. 15 years being with her seems too fast for me. She was the one to accompany mom to bring me to hospital for check-ups, she was the one to bring me to school and tuition place when I was still in primary. I used to stroll around outside of our house and we talked about a lot of things. I was still a kid and I loved being with her. That time, Mom and Dad was still working for my oldest aunt and they'll be home when I'm asleep. All the time was grandma who took care of me, scolded me for the things I've done wrong. Yes, it was her. My hero.
I love her, words can't describe how much it is.

She passed away on Saturday, 13 Sept 2008, 13:30
I was in EX, just arrived there and was about to buy tickets for movie. Then daddy called and tell me the news. I was shocked but I couldn't cry.

On Sunday, I went to Rumah Duka and she was not yet put inside the coffin.
I went to the 'corpse-room' and kneel-ed to her. I couldn't help but cry like hell. She was ..... umm, scary. I don't know, I can't take to see her that way. I love her just way too much. I wonder how life in the future will be without her.
When she was about to put inside the coffin, I cried like shit. I screamed to call her. Facts sometimes hurt too deep.

Why didn't she say anything before she leave? Why?
I miss her, I do. sob*


Finally, thank you so much for all my friends who feel sorry for me. You guys are just the best.

Ren, Jesy, Drias, Erikson came yesterday :]
So sweet ~~