After all

Yeah, at last what I thought to be the best things don't actually turn out to be the best.
Can't explain more about this. It's just too complicated and I don't even wanna think about it anymore. I can kill myself for it.
Everything seemed so messed up these days back so I kinda avoid the blog thing.
I don't freaking know wad to write :(

Well, some happy things are ...

1. I'm a birthday gift for him :) On his bday this year, he prayed to God, he wished to have a gf.. 7 months later, there I came :) I was so shocked when I first knew about this yesterday. Oh well, how much more can I love my Lord. Thanksss Lord!
(Hope that he's okay dat I've wrote it here)

2. He said things that are so meaningful yesterday, and I love him more :)

Cath's leaving on 22 Dec. hix.
So little time to spend with her. But I go to her house, almost everyday :)
Cheer up Baby! I'm always here for you. Remember, 'THAT THING' is not freaking worth it. You have to think about urself, not others!

I'll be having my Uniprep test tomorrow. I had the English test last week and I did it well :) tomorrow will be Math, yeah I hate Math. always always.
Mid year exam's been so suck. I'm sure I'll fail all. haha.

And, this afternoon, I went to visit Nicho. When I was looking at his mom's laptop, I saw Grandma's pic.. Yeah, when she was celebrating her 69th bday last year.
My sis had got the chance to take pics with her. But I didn't. I regret :(
This year, she celebrated her bday in the Hospital..
How much more can I miss her. Tears are filling up my eyes. I gotta go!