I went out with him today and we watched Transporter 3. It was a real good one I really like it. So, everything was fine since yesterday coz he's really trying to change and all, he doesn't ignore me, anymore..
After Sency, went to GI, and we were just walking around, looking at stuffs, and had our dinner too..
I felt excited, I felt happy coz I finally got to meet him again. Then I realize how much I miss him ..
Then when we were on our way back, I asked him a question.. So it continued till he said something..
I wouldn't care if it involved someone else.. but it's HER. okay I was keeping it inside, I don't wanna get mad, I don't wanna spoil our happy and peaceful atmosphere.
But my face couldn't lie about wad I was feeling. the JEALOUSY.. I know I wasn't supposed to jealous, it was so childish to be jealous, well.. the feeling was just unstoppable.. I tried to control myself, I swear I really tried hard. But right till now, I can't just stop thinking abt that..
I'm so pathetic, aren't I ?
I just felt the happiness today, the excitement and everything.. But then THAT FREAKING THING just blow me up, and everything was broken into pieces.. again.
including my (fragile) heart.
Anyways thanks Dom for ur tag :))
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