Trust

Many people told me that relationships are based on trust, and of course love. But it's like a package, when you love someone, you'll simply believe in her/him.
That's true, it applies to me though. But when I try to think about it again, this question ran thru my mind, 'do I believe him 100%? don't I hav any doubt?'

Well, the answer is that sometimes I just can't trust. I mean like it's not that I don't believe in wad he told me, it's just dat, you know, women are more sensitive than men, and women care more about their surroundings. I don't know it's hard to explain these in words. I really feel like this thing is awful, is crazy. I shud have just trusted him. But then I decided that time will prove me..
Anyways, I don't know how long 'time' will take to give me the answer. I just wish it will be as soon as possible.

Yeah right, I'm still having my holidays until February. I don't really have anything to do. I wanna go back to school , haha. The last 6 months hav been a great time, I had more close friends, I've got close to Arthur and we got together in the end, I've fought with teachers! haha. I've talked shit about bbs. I went out to watch movie instead of going to the tuition.
I really miss those times. And as always, I miss Cathy! :)
Hopefully she'll be back on March..

I'm so worn out I think I gotta go.
Goodnite people. I love you all :)