Well well well, I just linked up a brother of mine. His name is Joshua, go read his! haha. He's not literally my bro thou, we're just close as if we're bro and sis :)

Today's great ! I mean it . haha . I met up with N just a while ago, maybe an hour ago? Yeah, he looks cute but he has now lost so much weight, huhuw. Coz he's been sick couple weeks ago. Sob*
It's the first time meeting N thou :)) Anyways, we met somewhere nearby my house, he was in his friend's house so he called me up! haha. N is always best :) <3

I didn't bring clothes to change up for basketball's training today. But yet ! I joined the training, haha. It was cool and tiring. The 'guy' was again there. haha. I really want to write the things that happened between me and him here but I just can't coz it'll be obvious. Well, Brenda came to visit the school today :) I miss her much much much . hihi .

Oyeah and yesterday, I chatted with Will. Gosh. He doesn't ignore me anymore!!!!! Can you see how my life these days are going? hehe. I'm so much in love ;)
Will has taken this very special place in my heart, he's been such a gentleman to me, he's been so kind, he has made me feel so loved. I miss him I really do. He brought best things into my life. And yet , I took him for granted. I chose another guy (who's actually not better than him). Gosh. I'm still feeling guilty till this moment. 1 confession: *I was in love with him when I was still with my ex* Yeah. I'm sorry. But feelings can't be stopped or denied, isn't it? I mean like, I can easily fall on any guy, but it will never be easy for me to LOVE a guy. Sob* So far, only Ter and Will have taken the most special place in my heart. Idk, hiks. But for now, I'll cry whenever I remember W. I used to do that too (bcoz of T) but it was only for a while. Am I going to have W back? I hope so. hiks. I love him.

CHYNTIA♥