Darn bad day

Today's been so suck, everything went wrong I don't know why.
Cathy went home early today so as Keven and Wenni. So I was left with Drias and Arthur. And Arthur was sleeping all the way in the class. Wad do you expect? Nothing's been done today, was just distributing of exam papers and all.
I'm not satisfied with any of my marks. Eventhough I got 60 for my English. Yes, I still think dat I could have done much better.
Worse, I'm having my period. So there it is. Everything ruined up.

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I wonder why sometimes our minds are so disconnected dat I can hardly feel that he loves me. It's like, things that seem important to me doesn't necessarily to be important to him. This afternoon he asked me to throw something that he has given me. okay that might seem unimportant to him, but to me, it means a lot.
See the point? Things are just so out of place that I feel like pulling my hair out.
And because of these, I start to think dat he surely deserves a better girl than me. *sigh*
I was expecting so much more from him coz I think that being his first gf in life would bring me so much surprises and give me so much love. It's not dat he doesn't love me or what, it's just that, everything that mean so much to me, don't mean THAT MUCH to him.

And his mom told him dat maybe he shudn't continue studying in BBS anymore. To me, it means that he'll be leaving soon. So, with this situation, do you guys think that we both can survive a Long Distance Relationship? =.=

Cath's leaving next week. How much more pain will I get ?
I surely gonna miss her :(
Oh God, wad am I supposed to do? Please don't take anything away from me ..
I love them so much..