Messed up!

A tiring day, today is. Yeah, I met up with Arthur at around 5 in the afternoon, went to eat at Zenbu. Livia was there too, though :)
After dat, went straight to my church coz Liv and I had some kind of MD rehearsal. lol
Choreo wasn't really dat hard though, but I just couldn't get myself focused TT
Guess things are messing up my mind, again..

So, now the problem is the involvement of a 3rd person in my relatioship :(
Maybe this fear is caused by... See, like I was cheated before, by a guy whom I really freaking loved before. I know, after all it was a BIG mistake.
I don't wanna talk about this guy anymore, all BBS students will know who I'm talking about :) I've got over him, eventhough it took time.

Yeah, so, I don't know TT
I've asked him about this though, when we were eating a while ago.. He was like, 'NO!'
hix . And he seemed like he doesn't wanna talk about it TT
was he hiding or mad or wad .. I don't know !!!

Can he ever prove me that there's no 3rd person, at all ?

Baby I'm so sorry, it's not that I don't trust you, but it's just dat I've been hurt before, hix .
So, I don't know .. Things are just so messed up .. I take this too seriously, I think TT
I love you so much . hix .

I miss Cathy, I so need her =(


And hey, Congratulations to Sir Barack Obama, he's now officially the President Of The United States. I believe dat he'll be able to change this world into a better place, eventhough it needs time :)