At the bottom

I'm so glad I have this blog. I can write everything i'm feeling, here.
i don't know i've just been so messed up for the past few hours. had a fight with arthur. but oh well not actually a fight, i was just nagging him and all. it was so magic that he didn't scold me back. i was like 'woowww' ...

for all these 5 months that we're doing this Long Distance thingy, we've been doing okay, gone thru ups and downs, we laughed we cried, we've been trying to hold on, trying to put the pieces so that it will fit each other. all these time we don't have any difficulties on our time difference because he's not gone to school college yet. i just don't wanna think about how things will start to go wrong, when it is simply hard to be in two different timezones.

both of us are like the same-pole magnets. we can never attract each other because we have all the difference. for example, he's quiet and i'm not quiet (even though i sometimes am) he hates complicated things, and i simply make things look complicated. he's not 'dat' adventurous and not 'dat' eager to try something new, but i'm someone who likes to try this and that.
but then again, we're meant to complete each other, to make each one a better someone.

sometimes i feel like giving up. but the other times i think to myself, 'i don't have to give up, bcoz he's just right for me'
well, we never know what's coming up next. but it's not wrong to treasure the ones we have now right ? :)

school's been a mess! don't even ask me about it.