Don't know how my night's gonna get worse. I tried to not think about you, I tried thinking that maybe you really don't have the time to just text me and say you're having fun and you're okay. But after all it looks like I failed. can't get you outta my mind for even one damn second. oh well.

and mom's going back to Jakarta tomorrow. I wish she could stay here with me forever. sigh*
I won't cry I am strong. but still deep down I'm broken. Bright side is I'm gonna see her again in 5 months. and I'll be in Jakarta for like 3 months. but I don't know how I'm gonna get through semester 2. it all just looks like crap to me. I wanna go home.
I wanna be with my family, I wanna be with him.

and things just get worse cos today I get to see someone I was falling on...