High School Never Ends

even worse! sec 2.
This pic was taken ages ago! I think when we were in sec 3?
Look at how flat my tummy was!
Tania, Me, and William
Jesy, Livia, Farah, and Me
Cathy's .. (I forgot)

High School Never Ends..
I miss 'em .. All the memories I have with all my high school friends, good or bad, rebellious or nerdy, they all stick to my mind, my heart. I wonder why I miss high school this much. Never thought I would do though.

I still remember how I was fighting with dad, told him I wouldn't want to go to BBS. Told him I dislike being a new student, dislike the necessity to adapt to new place. but at last I had to still move, in the end, it makes it all worth it.
I've got the greatest friends in life. Livia, Irene, Cathy, Chelle, and Jesy.
and I've had others as well. the guys, they're like the craziest friends I've ever had. I used to hate BBS, used to tell myself 'I WANNA GET OUT OF THIS EFFING SCHOOLLLL' used to not follow the school rules and regulations. and yet I'm missing them. I miss wearing uniform to school, I miss the times I had with my girls, in the canteen, being the loudest table. I miss the time when Livia and I jumped up the chair because there was this cat under our table. that time everybody looked at our table for at least 5seconds. it was embarrassing yet memorable.
the times when every time the school ends, I would play basketball, or gossips with my girls.
I miss the time when we don't have to worry about what to wear today, about how people would look at us. I wish I didn't have to open my closet with 'what am I going to wear? I should look better than the others in Uniprep! they're shits' on my mind. I miss the times when I open my closet, then simply take the uniform and wear it like whatever it is.

My girls and I are now far apart. only me and ren left here in Jakarta. Cathy's together with Chelle, which is the best thing in life!
Livia's alone in Sydney. Jesy's also alone in Malaysia. What's so magic about us is that until now that we've been apart for almost a year, we have new friends coming in and all. None of us have find a perfect 'new friend' .. someone like one of us.
I don't think my new friends are like my girls. And magically, the others feel the same way as I do.

Ugh I just miss BBS too much. I miss the teachers chasing me for homework ;p
miss how Mr Anba would scold people, and how he would sometimes give me advices for life! :) he's just the greatest person I've ever met. It's like he actually doesn't want to be strict, to scold people and all, but he just has to. poor him :(
oh and yes! he is a PERFECT DETECTIVE ! trust me :)

when we're young, we wish to grow up fast
but when we're grown up, we wish we could turn back time..