When things go wrong, what do you do?

I've been rejecting the fact that things are actually going wrong between us. After all that we've been through..
It started when my bb was broken, which means last Saturday. We didn't talk much, only 1 text that day. and he was having his camp and all.
the next day 2 messages. I had my bb back 2 days ago. or was it yesterday?
but then I got the new version of the bbm and it was like not working so good. then he fell asleep.
I don't know. We simply don't talk much anymore. We used to chat till he dropped. till it was dawn in his place. I've always seen this one coming.
When he goes to school, things will slowly start to go wrong. I've always been knowing this. ALWAYS.

Things are just not in the right place. I've been trying to hide from the fact since days ago.
but I shall not run anymore. I have to admit that things are so messed up now.
do I still have the strength? do we?

Earthquake happened today. and we were like bbm-ing..
when I told him there was an earthquake, he was panic. but apart of me said he wasn't.
and the XL connection was simply off during that time, I couldn't send him messages anymore.
who knows he AGAIN fell asleep?
am I the one who's being over sensitive or ?

I'm going USA on the 19th.. will be in SF at 27 I think. but he told me if I will be in SF on weekends, we won't be able to meet coz he's got to work.
after all that I've done, after all the begging I did to my dad so that I could go US, he told me he wouldn't be able to meet me.

pathetic?